She had killed herself in the Palace by the Sea...
She had killed herself in the Palace by the Sea when word came of Second Deisa
The deception was a necessary shielding of identity: Danoleon's suggestionAlmost nineteen years agoThey would be looking for her and for the boy, the High Priest had saidThe boy he was taking away, he would soon be safely gone, their dreams carried in his person, a hope living so long as he livedShe had been fair-haired herself, in those daysIt had all happened such a long time agoShe had become Melina bren Tonaro and had come to the Sanctuary of Eanna in its high valley above Avalle
Had come, and had waitedThrough the changing seasons and the unchanging yearsWaited for that boy to grow into a man such as his father had been, or his brothers, and then do what a descendant in direct line of Micaela and the god should buy chanel bags know he had to doSeason after season; shot birds falling from the sky
Until last autumn, when the Healer had told her the cold large thing she had already guessed for herselfHalf a year, he had said
She had sent them from her room and lain in her iron bed and looked out at the leaves on the valley treesThe change of colors had comeShe had loved that once; her favorite season for ridingAs a girl, as a womanIt had occurred to her that these would be the last fall leaves she would ever see
She had turned her mind from such thoughts and had begun to calculateDays and months, and the numbering of the yearsShe had done the arithmetic twice, and a third time to be sure of itShe said nothing to Danoleon, not then
Not until the end of winter, with all the leaves gone and ice just beginning to melt from tiffany jewellery the eaves, did she summon the High Priest and instruct him as to the letter she wanted sent to the place where she knew, as he knew, alone of all the priests, her son would be on the Ember Days that began this springShe had done the calculations
She had also timed it very well, and not by chanceShe could see Danoleon wanting to protest, to dissuade, to speak of dangers and circumspectionBut the ground was out from under his feet, she could see it in the way his large hands grew restless and the way his blue eyes moved about the room as if seeking an argument on the bare wallsShe waited patiently for him to meet her gaze at last, as she knew he would, and then she saw him slowly bow his head in acceptance
How did one deny a mother, dying, a message to her only living child? An entreaty to that fake cartier watches child to come bid her farewell before she crossed over to MorianEspecially when that child, the boy he himself had guided south over the mountains so many years ago, was her last link to what she had been, to her own broken dreams and the lost dreams of her people?
Danoleon promised to write the letter and have it sentShe thanked him and lay back in her bed after he went outShe was genuinely weary, genuinely in painIt would be half a year just past the Ember Days of springShe had done the numbersShe would be alive to see him if he cameAnd he would come; she knew he would come to her
The window had been open a little though it was still cold that dayOutside, the snow had lain in gentle drifting folds in the valley and up the slopes of the hillsShe had looked out upon it but her thoughts, rolex vintage women's watch unexpectedly, had been of the seaDry-eyed, for she had not wept since everything fell, not once, not ever, she walked her memory-palaces of long ago and saw the waves come in to break and fall on the white sands of the shore, leaving shells and pearls and other gifts along the curving beach
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